381: My Life Is Getting Worst?

Somebody told me that the key to success is passion in what you are doing... With appropriate skills and knowledge, it will be easy for a person to achieved whatever he/she wants in life... Well, I wouldn't say I disagree with this statement... It just that for me, it doesn't work out that way... I've tried many times and yet my life remains the same... Nothing had happened for the past few years... Why?... Did I miss something?... Or perhaps, I didn't do what I'm suppose to do?... Naaahhh... I really don't care what's gonna happen after this... The only thing I wanna do now is to get out from all these crap... I'm tired of facing the same problem everyday... I'm sick of some people who always bothering me day and night... I need to change... I need to move on... I don't want to be trapped in the same old fashion life anymore... But, looking at my condition right now, I do not know where to start... It seems that I'm caught with it... *sigh... I know I shouldn't complaint so much... I know for fact, there must be a way to solve all my problems... I was fortunate enough to survive as compared to others... I just need to work out some few things and find the right tune... I have to believe that I'm gonna be OK and much better after this... Right now, I need a break... I need to take a deep breath and relax a bit... To all my friends here, don't worry as I'm gonna be OK... Thanks for reading and sharing your thoughts... Really appreciate it and I wonder, why all the sudden I'm writing this post in English???......